Seriously..

I need to stop going out
I need to stop spending money

And I don't know what makes me feel like going back to work. Lol?
Well sometimes I wonder.. what do I really want in life? :/

"To my dearest friend, just to let you know that I still care for you but I can see that my existence is no longer important to you. I am okay with that. Now that we are growing apart, I already have others to turn to and I know you would have someone else to turn to. All the best. X"